Ancient Esoterica knowledge base
Here you’ll find a library of resources for navigating the spiritual awakening journey. We are currently at a pivotal time in the human story, and as we remember who we are and let go of the stories that limit us, many of us are left with more questions than answers.
It has been my dream for years to make esoteric information more easily accessible, all in one place ~ for those who want to understand who they really are, what the heck is going on in the world right now, and how to navigate it all in a grounded way as we collectively enter the unknown.
“You’re not dying - you’re just waking up!!” - Unknown
These are my opinions and my truth. Take what resonates, leave what does not.
Much love & Namaste,
Sara Murray
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I had a mystical experience last summer…
The following is a story I wrote last summer in 2024, but waited to publish until now. Enjoy ~
I was woken up at 2:01 am Sunday night (Monday morning August 12th 2024) on night 1 of my New Hampshire vacation, and could not relax back to sleep… so I got up to stretch and smoke a lil to ease me back to sleep, and when I looked out the window… I could not believe what I was seeing with my own eyes.
At first, I thought I was tripping… that the weed expanded my consciousness too much… and I know what you may be thinking, “oh this girl didn’t have a mystical experience, she was just high…” but I invite you to keep reading & check out the pictures for yourself. Seeing is believing sometimes ;)
Come With Me… On The Greatest 3 Day Challenge Of My Life.
This article is going to be something different from my usual posts… As I find myself at a crossroads, I feel I am in between worlds, one foot in an old life and one foot reaching into a new life. This new life is a dream that has been forming behind the scenes within my psyche and daily choices for some years now, but as I become ready to fully commit to this new life, I more clearly see all the habits, lifestyle choices and familiar things that have served me for some time but no longer resonate with who I am becoming.
So, as I meet the edge of my old life, I am ready to move beyond it into something unknown and unfamiliar… taking a break from smoking weed.
I am making a commitment with myself to refrain from smoking for just 3 days, something I have wanted to do for some time but that felt impossible. So, I created this article to help bring in some accountability as I commit to becoming a new version of myself, who is someone fully in their power that is not weighed down by a weed addiction or fears.
In this article, I vulnerably share about the challenging journey I have been on with my beloved weed over the past 4 years, and how I came to make this choice to stay sober for 3 days. Who knows what will happen after these 3 days, but in this moment I can feel that this is an edge I am ready to move beyond, into more freedom and sovereignty.
Coma Dreams - an excerpt from my book “Remember”
The following is an excerpt from Chapter 7 of my new book, “Remember,” which will be released later this month. In this chapter, I talk about my coma dreams and the transcendental experiences I had while I was in a coma for 10 days after my near death experience in 2017. I can’t wait for you to read the full book soon!
A Message to my people…
The game has been rigged against us for some time… and now, from the inside out, we are reclaiming our inner authority, stepping into the unknown, and trusting that we are meant for something more, for a greater life than we have been handed.
Through the very cages we’ve been given - technology, virtual realities, debt slavery - we are rising again, breaking free from the inside, and creating a more sustainable, harmonious world as a result. I believe humans are good at their core - it is only when we are pinned against each other, and programmed to be caged animals, that we experience the havoc we see on planet Earth.
The matrix control system has been in place for 1000s of years, but it only took a sudden massive global awakening to begin dismantling it from its core - and this has happened through questioning our reality.
Take what resonates, leave the rest alone. Much Love.
substances…why?
The following begins with musings on my perspective on substances in 2020-2021, upon moving out on my own. I had fulfilled the desires my lower self wanted for a long time - but my higher self was deeply unfulfilled and confused, thinking there had to be more to life. Now, I reflect back and see where both myself and my friends were at back then, and how we can be self aware in regards to our relationship with substances & raising our vibration.
Much Love & Namaste, Sara
My Story…
Get ready to dive DEEP into my story of rebirth, transformation, and overcoming the extreme odds that come with a burn injury near death experience. This article shares a snapshot into my childhood, teen years, spiritual awakening, and a near death experience at age 20 that changed my life forever overnight.
I hope you enjoy ~ much love & namaste, Sara
Rebirth of the divine feminine - 1/28/24
A repost from October 2022, this article resonates deeply with current energies we may be experiencing at this time.
What comes after death? Where do we go when we leave here? Questions run through our minds, wondering, searching, demanding answers.
What if there are no answers at this time?
This doesn’t mean answers will never come, but that maybe right now we are meant to surrender to the unknown, to not knowing. Knowledge comes when we are ready.
Instead of waiting for answers, drop into the heart space and just be. Feel.
What’s going on inside? What is asking to die? What is ready to be released, to become a distant memory? What is trying to leave, but cannot because our attachment is keeping us clinging?
xx