Ancient Esoterica knowledge base

Here you’ll find a library of resources for navigating the spiritual awakening journey. We are currently at a pivotal time in the human story, and as we remember who we are and let go of the stories that limit us, many of us are left with more questions than answers.

It has been my dream for years to make esoteric information more easily accessible, all in one place ~ for those who want to understand who they really are, what the heck is going on in the world right now, and how to navigate it all in a grounded way as we collectively enter the unknown.

“You’re not dying - you’re just waking up!!” - Unknown

These are my opinions and my truth. Take what resonates, leave what does not.

Much love & Namaste,

Sara Murray

knowledge base

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I had a mystical experience last summer…

I had a mystical experience last summer…

The following is a story I wrote last summer in 2024, but waited to publish until now. Enjoy ~

I was woken up at 2:01 am Sunday night (Monday morning August 12th 2024) on night 1 of my New Hampshire vacation, and could not relax back to sleep… so I got up to stretch and smoke a lil to ease me back to sleep, and when I looked out the window… I could not believe what I was seeing with my own eyes.

At first, I thought I was tripping… that the weed expanded my consciousness too much… and I know what you may be thinking, “oh this girl didn’t have a mystical experience, she was just high…” but I invite you to keep reading & check out the pictures for yourself. Seeing is believing sometimes ;)

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Come With Me… On The Greatest 3 Day Challenge Of My Life.
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Come With Me… On The Greatest 3 Day Challenge Of My Life.

This article is going to be something different from my usual posts… As I find myself at a crossroads, I feel I am in between worlds, one foot in an old life and one foot reaching into a new life. This new life is a dream that has been forming behind the scenes within my psyche and daily choices for some years now, but as I become ready to fully commit to this new life, I more clearly see all the habits, lifestyle choices and familiar things that have served me for some time but no longer resonate with who I am becoming.

So, as I meet the edge of my old life, I am ready to move beyond it into something unknown and unfamiliar… taking a break from smoking weed.

I am making a commitment with myself to refrain from smoking for just 3 days, something I have wanted to do for some time but that felt impossible. So, I created this article to help bring in some accountability as I commit to becoming a new version of myself, who is someone fully in their power that is not weighed down by a weed addiction or fears.

In this article, I vulnerably share about the challenging journey I have been on with my beloved weed over the past 4 years, and how I came to make this choice to stay sober for 3 days. Who knows what will happen after these 3 days, but in this moment I can feel that this is an edge I am ready to move beyond, into more freedom and sovereignty.

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Who Created The Ancient Matrix?

Who Created The Ancient Matrix?

Why has human consciousness been isolated within the Default Mode Network (DMN) of the brain for generations, almost trapped within an Ancient Matrix of mind that creates ignorant and destructive states of consciousness? Who are “The Archons" of ancient texts, and did this Archontic consciousness (aka Wetiko) create a Mind Virus to keep human perception limited, confused and in fear? Who created this Ancient Matrix, and could psychedelics hold the key to breaking out of this Matrix, and transcending into a higher state of awakened consciousness?

Discover all this and more in this deep dive into Who Created The Ancient Matrix, an excerpt from my upcoming book Remember.

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What Is Shamanic Wisdom? Stories on Finding Purpose and Shattering the Societal Box You’ve Been Put In.

What Is Shamanic Wisdom? Stories on Finding Purpose and Shattering the Societal Box You’ve Been Put In.

This article was inspired by asking myself this morning “What is shamanic wisdom?”, and all the realizations and shifts I moved through as a result. It’s a little all over the place, but the value is there.

As always, take what resonates and leave what does not! These are my opinions and truths, and should not be taken as facts - all facts are merely facets of the whole, anyway. ~

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Solace in the Shamanic Realms - Why I have Spent More Time in the Spirit World than the Earth Plane…

Solace in the Shamanic Realms - Why I have Spent More Time in the Spirit World than the Earth Plane…

My whole life, I've been more comfortable in the shamanic, spiritual realms than on the Earth plane... The etheric realms can serve us in many ways on our human journey - and can serve as a place of solace, safety and healing when we feel beaten down by the 3D world structures that are currently dying. As always take what resonates and leave what does not, but it is my intention with this article to share some of my experiences and perspectives of navigating Earthly life in a dying world as a higher dimensional soul in a human body, through spending a lot of time in the higher realms.

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