Ancient Esoterica knowledge base
Here you’ll find a library of resources for navigating the spiritual awakening journey. We are currently at a pivotal time in the human story, and as we remember who we are and let go of the stories that limit us, many of us are left with more questions than answers.
It has been my dream for years to make esoteric information more easily accessible, all in one place ~ for those who want to understand who they really are, what the heck is going on in the world right now, and how to navigate it all in a grounded way as we collectively enter the unknown.
“You’re not dying - you’re just waking up!!” - Unknown
These are my opinions and my truth. Take what resonates, leave what does not.
Much love & Namaste,
Sara Murray
knowledge base
knowledge base
I had a mystical experience last summer…
The following is a story I wrote last summer in 2024, but waited to publish until now. Enjoy ~
I was woken up at 2:01 am Sunday night (Monday morning August 12th 2024) on night 1 of my New Hampshire vacation, and could not relax back to sleep… so I got up to stretch and smoke a lil to ease me back to sleep, and when I looked out the window… I could not believe what I was seeing with my own eyes.
At first, I thought I was tripping… that the weed expanded my consciousness too much… and I know what you may be thinking, “oh this girl didn’t have a mystical experience, she was just high…” but I invite you to keep reading & check out the pictures for yourself. Seeing is believing sometimes ;)
What Is ‘Awakening’?
How does one describe, in human words, what spiritual awakening is?
Here, we go over a bunch of commonalities, similar experiences and stages of awakening that I have found amongst many people on a spiritual awakening path, as well as how to tell if you are starting to go through a spiritual awakening.
Channeling - What is it, and Can Anyone Channel? Demystifying this Ancient Practice
What is ‘channeling’, and can anyone access this divine gift?
This is a deep dive on channeling, what it is, how it works from a consciousness perspective, and how anyone can open to this mystical, magical, mysterious gift. I share resources to open your channel and see channeling in action, and I share the inner workings of the soul that allows this gift to activate within.
Who Created The Ancient Matrix?
Why has human consciousness been isolated within the Default Mode Network (DMN) of the brain for generations, almost trapped within an Ancient Matrix of mind that creates ignorant and destructive states of consciousness? Who are “The Archons" of ancient texts, and did this Archontic consciousness (aka Wetiko) create a Mind Virus to keep human perception limited, confused and in fear? Who created this Ancient Matrix, and could psychedelics hold the key to breaking out of this Matrix, and transcending into a higher state of awakened consciousness?
Discover all this and more in this deep dive into Who Created The Ancient Matrix, an excerpt from my upcoming book Remember.
What Is Shamanic Wisdom? Stories on Finding Purpose and Shattering the Societal Box You’ve Been Put In.
This article was inspired by asking myself this morning “What is shamanic wisdom?”, and all the realizations and shifts I moved through as a result. It’s a little all over the place, but the value is there.
As always, take what resonates and leave what does not! These are my opinions and truths, and should not be taken as facts - all facts are merely facets of the whole, anyway. ~
Solace in the Shamanic Realms - Why I have Spent More Time in the Spirit World than the Earth Plane…
My whole life, I've been more comfortable in the shamanic, spiritual realms than on the Earth plane... The etheric realms can serve us in many ways on our human journey - and can serve as a place of solace, safety and healing when we feel beaten down by the 3D world structures that are currently dying. As always take what resonates and leave what does not, but it is my intention with this article to share some of my experiences and perspectives of navigating Earthly life in a dying world as a higher dimensional soul in a human body, through spending a lot of time in the higher realms.
Revelations, The thinning of the veil, and the 3d/5d split…
The veil is thinning as we enter the fall months. Much of humanity is being shaken awake, realizing the truth behind the illusions we have been presented with for generations.
Will we answer the call to higher consciousness?
Or will we remain within the walls of the matrix, choosing fear over love?
All is welcome, as all paths eventually lead back to Spirit, but this month we have the opportunity to quantum leap into the mystery to expand beyond what we have known.
Much Love & Namaste, Sara.
substances…why?
The following begins with musings on my perspective on substances in 2020-2021, upon moving out on my own. I had fulfilled the desires my lower self wanted for a long time - but my higher self was deeply unfulfilled and confused, thinking there had to be more to life. Now, I reflect back and see where both myself and my friends were at back then, and how we can be self aware in regards to our relationship with substances & raising our vibration.
Much Love & Namaste, Sara
what is the matrix?
What is the matrix?
The matrix is a digital perception of the world that has been put in place by those who control us without our knowing or questioning, designed to keep us sick, sad, confused and separate from all life.
Many of us don’t question life because we have been convinced it is all “normal,” convinced we have no power, and that the only way we can influence our lives is if we have money or power over others.
But now, we are awakening to the truth... We’re not fucked… we’re just waking up, rediscovering our power and remembering what it means to be a human. We will not become machines - we will continue to remember, expand and evolve into our full humanness, while bridging the world of nature / spirit with the world of people / ego.
attention // information // discernment - how can we learn how to trust in these crazy times?
The following is a series of excerpts from articles on my old website, from 2021. The information & themes felt relevant to todays very charged and chaotic times, and it is my intention to share my opinions about certain topics while providing food for thought & contemplation. There is a lot of informational warfare going on currently - how do we know what, or who we can trust? Why do we have a weird feeling about mainstream sources, aren’t they supposed to be telling the truth?